music

people express their feelings thro such ways and most commonly thro music.

most people would ask someone to listen to a particular song cus it has a nice rhythm or it has a meaningful meaning wich someone could reflect or relate to their lives or what they are feeling at that moment, and when they listen to that particular song, it will eventually play on your mind on a repeaat cus its just so nice and your just touched by it.what more if tht song was dedicated by someone special. after all it is music to ears.

well i guess its just not in trend nowadays that they dont even rember or even care who gave the song to them. well they would only be bothered to listen to the song if the is intresting? i should say

but in my case,it doesnt matter wether or not i like tht song. i will still hear tht song till i eventually like it in order for me to rember about stuff

well thats my oppinon
sorry its all messed up and the crapiest blog ive ever blogged about

i copied the boyfriend

do blogging still exist?

it seems like the world of blogging is fading away. little by little people started to stop blogging. is it just not the trend anymore or people just lost their interest in blogging? they rather go on facebook or twitter. its the most rated application nowadays.

as for me i stopped blogging as exam was closing in and i actually got bored of blogging. but the feeling grew back as there's nothing much im going to do for my holiday. and while waiting for my result to be out im sure blogging will be my bestfriend. hehehe..

well there isnt much to do as i cant go to work or do anything else. so best to stay at home or look after grand parents. soo yeah. well that's what i have been doing for the past few weeks.

i will update more tomorrow or whenever i have the time then. cheers.

i love you sayang.

ily

and its been a year.

khairi i love you more and more each day

23rd

today i woke up to a text and it made me say "wth!aww..." and i smile my self silly.i cant belive it tho i see it comming.anyway i went for my jog/hike at tasek.and it was not that fun.sunday was much more funner.and i dint fall.i think.

yeahh im into tasek now.cus IM FAT!then i went fr a cup of bluberry tea and some mushroom quiche.wich was dissapointing. but my breakfast was fun pasal they have intresting stories. and the whole car journey was fun.i learn something valuable.

i went out tadi,to empire to watch angels and demons.i think i need to read the book first so tht i can undersatnd better and actually enjoy it and i went out fr food.

i miss the gang,its been ages

i need to meet up with you guys,like the whole gang.

tommorow itll be a year.bet your amaze....its not suprising lagi cus i love him berabis-ly.

Finally

yeah finally.exams is over.tho my combined sciennce paper was hard,but like arif said its do-able.

so here i am writting.im with arif right not at my place eating pringles.well wer gona go off to pick the brothers and faiz first. then wer gona go off to frats for lunch then go to empire to watch night at the muesem i guess.

so ill continue later.
syah keluar

thank you guys

so i promise that ill start blogging when i get a laptop.so yeah here it is

it seems that im having alot of fun these days eventho i have my junes and mid year. from going lunching with them,to hanging out at my place and yesterday.

040609 yeah i wont forget about that. i went to school and people starts to wish a happy birthday and i have my combine science paper that day. i spend almost the whole day with arif. me and arif wanted to go pizza hut to eat after the exam and we did and the zainals and danial came along. i know bagus ah head boy and the ass. head boy escape. tho it was funny how danial was so worried and he became so quiet.

when wer done eating arif and i drop the zainals and danial off to school. and we went to yayasan to get some stuff. yeah arif was the one who picked my outfit out untuk ke empire. then we went back to my place and change.

then we went to empire with gee,hafiz,ida,senusi,khairi,aime and arif. oh and aimes little brother, we went for a swim except for aime.yeah it was fun.when i went back home i was a little bit moody cus out of many peolpe this 2 particular person dint wish me, and my parents was not home and whats worse is that they dint call and stuff and i was hungry.so i started complaining that it was so not a memorable birthday

so i was supose to go to ilotus for family dinner kan,its a tradition that we go out for every birthday. so i went into the car and out of nowhere my dad drove all the way to huaho manggis.tmy parents told me that they change the venue and they had to get some stuff lah. so i just go with the flow. and my mom was like "eh kan membali tissue dulu eh" so we went to super market and i kindoff knew something fishy was going on as my mom wont let go of her phone.so when wer at the counter my mom said she forgot to bring along her purse. so we went back home cus we need to get the purse.

basically we went that far just to get tissue.stupid?yes... so my dad asked me to go run and take my moms purse at her room. this is where the most exciting part goes. i open my door and all the lights were turned off except for small lights. i talked to myself loudly and said "eh ter trip kah?" so everyone was there,well not everyone but yeah.and started saying suprise holding ballons and obviosly i was shocked. and my reaction was so stupid and embarassing. yeah i knew it something was going onn. i was mad at people for making me feel that way; shocked and ebarssed.

no wonder everyone was being weird from not texting,from people asking what was my plan and kidnapping me then rachelle one of the plan maker was not there.abd she dint wissh me. so i was annoyed. and after few minutes she came out of nowhere with faiz. yeah everyhting was part of the plan not wishing me,going nasi katok on wends and everything.well it was a mission acompilsh for them.

i send rachel,bel,joel,ivan,dan and the zainals home.iit was a nice road trip.hahahah well it was a long drive but it was fun.

syaza the other planner for this suprise thing slept over at my placce and we stayed up til five,yeah talking about nothing important at all.

it was an awesome birthday cus to think about it like you knoww....

anyway i would like to say thank you to each and everyone who wished me and made my birthday and awesome one in this blog but im scared i missed out some names. so thanks everyone.


i just waisted alot of your time reading this post.hahah
xo

a special thank you for syaza and rachelle for the suprise brithday.

jobless

anyway,its late night now.well still early for me.

its strange how some of my early sleeper friends are wide awake including my boyfirend.isnt that strange? anway,i was chatting with my firends.so i came up with the idea,well i watched it or got it from somewhere that if you wrote a list about your dream guy,it might actualy came true.

so i told my friends to do about the list,and my list was actually long,suprisingly.but yet again its a "what if situation". and the list goes on.well like we all said,that it will be the perfect guy ever.but yet again its the reality,guys dont do that unless they wer told.anyway we did that just for fun and its not tht wer not thankful for our boyfirends. but yeah. well my boyfriends great,atleast thats what i wana belive in.

so we planned to switch this plan and add to it every month.

awesome days

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just felt like it.

since i have nothing to do, plus i feel like bloging today.

school was the usuals. we had maths for the first period and when i came i was suprise that binoy was not there.so we had a free period,well sort of. we wer given this paper,which i totaly dont know how to do it properly.so yeahh.as everyone knows i love to mengantam. i actually finish my work which i plan not to do it at first.

then we had english,arif was mad,well it was our fault tho.well sorry riff.i find it funny at first,well i always finds it funny when a guy is mad.seriously i dont know why.i know weird. well he was alright after that,i guess so he is.then it was history,as usual we would study but it was fun other then i was tired and sleepy.

break time was the usuals.poa was fun i should say,cus i get to study and understand again! well time flys so fast. then when it was geo i copied everything and i like the teacher,shes that not bad afterall.welll better then cigu mirul.

we had our chemistry and econs extra class which i skipped both of them.well i plan to go for chemistry but me and rachel end up going to her place. and i ditched my extra class for cross country training.which was so trying tht i cant stand it.i felt so exausted. this was new.then we went back to school with mr james.and then i drop rachell off.

back home i showered,chat and studied.i was sort of moddy awal2 as i was so tired and i had a head ache.but when i was about to study my sister came and disturbed me.well i actually study today and nothing goes in well maybe a little thanks to my sister and all.then i watched tv and i got all hyper all,and i went baack online and my dad finds me annoying cus he said i talk alot.and for the first time i sat next to him while chatting and i felt fine tht i dont care if he reads my convo.

ooh and today,i was so anoying and perasan and setaie i should say.oh welll

sunday

i dont know why,but lately i cant sleep well.yesterday i woke up at 5,yeah even earlier then my school days.so i watched jon and kate plus 8,they are so adorable and so cute.i always smile my self silly whenever i watch jon and kate plus 8.

we went to dynasty for break fast.it was fun. chi eez an even myrah came.myrah is so cute but she was kinda moody at first.babies. well when wer done we went to mall,we dint do much.oooh i waisted my money buying some crappy movies.oh well.so when it was lunch time,we went to bridal cafe.well i was too full so i just drank 2 cans of softdrink.gosh no wonder im fat.

cheeko called and ask us to pick her up as she wana go for a swim. ohh and my mom was kindof moody,which was funny and annoying? then we went to my aunts house and we chit chatt for a bit,but then me and my sister had to go and pick up cheeko.and we both ditched our parents till night.oooh and my tution was cancelled again which means that i dint have any maths tution class for the whole week.i might be changing my tution place soon.awesome! well im just excited.

we went for a swim.it was fun altough it was so batah and cold.when we wer done with everything,i was craving for kfc.me,cheeko and my sister went to kfc for dinner and it was so yummy. we went back home and chit chat for the whole night.it was fun actually.

i was to lazy to send cheeko back home so i asked her to just stay at our place.so we watched 4 dvds.and for the first time cheeko dint fall asleep.at alll.isnt tht impressive.we went to sleep kinda of late.and yet again my sleep was not a good one.*sigh

and i figure swimming,and staying up late is such a bad idea.i think im gonna be sick.

i finish all my homeworks and my tution work.i am so proud of me now.

a fun friday.

my old school car is back! alright,now i dont have to use that small car to school anymore.but the car smells.okay random.anyway, today was fun i should say. well i was suppose to go out with my mom to go  somewhere with my aunt.but i recive a text msg from syaza saying that wer gonna meet up at my place with rachel.which i dint know anything about this.so i ditched my mom. its so kesian everyone ditched her,my sister went to a party,my dad was "BUSY". so i guess menyamal kali ya,as she went off with her friends. HAHA.nadawah,i was just playing around.

i watched license to wed just now,its an awesome movie.i never get tired of watching it.definetly one of my favorite movie. so after mengaji i was so bored,so to kill time i decided to print some pictures,finaly i gt it done. around 4 i went to mall to pick rachel up so we went straight away to my place.

well when we got home,we wer talking about tons of stuff,well thats what girls do. well i was still busy printing pictures. then i talked to my brother for a bit today.its been awhile since we last skype. when it was 5 i guess, syaza came.and it was more funner as she got tons of stories plus its been ages since the 3 of us get together.well it was fun.welll when it was nearly 630 it was boring as they all had to go.

so in the car otw to drop off syaza,i talk much.about something weird.well me and rachel went to hua ho to get our files for english. then in the car otw to drop off rachel,we talk much.well actually rachel did the talking. well it was fun.

at home,my parents wer being so funny.well today would be one of the best day of the week i should say.okay maybe i should stop now as i need to find all my english paper. 

happy valentine's day.

awesome day. well school's fun today.well except for economics,the teacher was like "syaznul" however he pronounce my name.he was being so annoying.well we had our econs test,and i suck as always.i love malay today.okay lets skip the school part.

my cousins wer at my place,and we hang out.we wer being all panat.and watching my cousin play this game was so funny that we laugh so badly.then when my sister went off for her interview,my cousins wer being "SO SWEET."  that they stay at my place and they acompany me.but i was being kinda rude to them as i went for my afternoon sleep. we wer suppose to go out for a high tea with the whole family for valentines day.but i overslept,plus everyone was kinda busy.so wer just gonna have the whole thing tommorow i guess.oooo and i dint go to my cousins wedding tadi.

night,i went to gadong and i decided to cut my hair.yeah its sort of short now,but i wanted it to be shorter but my dad wont allow me.so yeah.it was fun chit chatting at the salooon. well mall was so pack with people.i was kinda moody when i was in gadong. well i ran into some of my friends. and i even saw si azmi,its been ages ah.then we had to walk to go to escapade for sushi.dinner was nice,"free sushi.always good". well drop off cheeko and we came home past curfew and obviously my mom asked tons of questions.well overall it was an awesome day.

happy valentine's day everyone.

and thanks guys for everything.

and thanks khairi for the rose and the chocolate.

i love khairi.

just feel like updating

i woke up early today cus the phone kept on ringing. so i had a heavy breakfast today,and i was so happy about it. so this morning i was told to go fr my tution at night,and i was kinda excited for it. my dad told me to clean the pool,which i dint do it. well it was kinda fun this morning.ooo and today i just felt like facebooking.

at lunch,out of nowhere i was all being a bitch.i was not in the mood. so yeah,and again they all keep on talking about my sister,how i should follow her foot steps and bla bla bla. i just dont like them talking about my sister the whole time cus it makes me sad as shes leaving soon. anyway,everything went back to normal,i watched the last holiday and it was awesome.well cerita lama pulang sudah tu. then i had to go for mengaji.

when wer all done,we had a high tea at home with my cousins and all.it was fun to have them around.well i really like it when mama is at our my place.ooo i just notice for the past few days,people keep on telling me some intresting stories which is a good thing.

well today is kinda fun eventhough i dint do much.and i uploaded tons of songs sudah.

oooh and thanks for the fake rose.its really practical!hahahah.thanks really,eventhough your one day in advance.

alright i think ill just stop here as i need to get ready for my tution.and yeay,abangs comming back karang i think.

-xoxo

my outings

well, it was on tuesday that i went out with dorng nadh and syu. well at first we wanted to go shisha.but we couldnt find a place yang ada shisha patang. so we went to kiulap mall instead and had out high tea i guess. well it was funn catching up on things.i got some intresting stories.when it was nearly 5 something min and mamad came.which was more intresting and funner. plus min was so hyper that he talks alot.well he was tired thats why.

and i realize that day to accept people,even if they had change. well i know i dont think i can do that.

then when its time to go home i went and chill and nadhs place for awhile.then went home and notice my sister got a new laptop.which is weird.

oooh and lately i dont really like coming back home.well its not as bad as it sounds its just that,its so annoying when all the people talks about just my sister. i feel left out.so i just locked myself in the room and do my own thing.which is even more boring.

im gona miss loughbrough

since wer going back soon. well tomorow will be the last day ill see the people in loughbrough. as ill be staying in london. anyway we have been hanging out like always now. its kinda sad, that im going back to brunei early. im not looking forward to it. how strange, this is so new. and im kinda scared to go to school. funney.

so i woke up super early today. cus i wanted to come along with my brother and parents to london, well i wanted to come along so badly. cus their packing stuff in the trunk and all. no seriously we take packing to the next level. its realy fun, well if my siblings are around lah. we tend to be amai and capi2.so when i finish showering my dad warn me and ask me to behave myself. ooh yes his treating me like a lil kid. then when i finish with my breakfast. my mom was like " janji, nda bulih kelaie and bising di kerita". well i can stand that. but i know my brother couldnt stand that. and my dad keep on reminding us, not to play around while packing. since they have to send the trunk today and they havent even finish packing. i mean they havent start on it yet. the last time we pack my parents was so stressed out. because we keeep on playing around.

but then it was tooo cold in the morning, probly because my hair wasnt dry yet. but i cant stand the weather so i decided to just stay at home,and just go to london by train with my sister later. so i decided to take a short nap. but me and my sister over slept. so we dint bother to go. we just went to town for awhile. then we wer so hungry so i cooked butter milk chicken. and for the first time it was a sucess. well the neighbour ate with us as well. so it was fun.

so i guess i have to wait for summer to see you guys back in brunei.

ill miss you people so much!

happy belated birthday ka bila
-i love khairi

i just waisted your time.