school was great

my sister woke me up,as my alarm is getting stupid-er every single day.so took my shower and gt ready fr school.

7.05 went to md,and my sister was so annoying and was being allil bit bitchy in the car,well i dnt blame her.shes just so scared of the exam i guess.well i said "dont take it on me.good luck" and i tot she was gonna say thank you but noo.she gave me the bitchy look instead.

arrived at school around 720.late,as usual.had geo chit chat with rachlle.then next thing you know its time for poa,but we had maths instead.it was fine,chit chat and i manage to understand and do my work.i was kinda sleepy at that time,and i was yawning like a thousand times.okay im just exgerating.after 2 periods of maths it was english,and was kinda boring.

the first thing me and rachelle did was being us,you know!just to brighten up the day.then it was break time.the usuals happen,gossiping and all.we planned to skip econs but we went to econs anyway.

the last 4 periods was fun.so syaza,ivan and me had our fun and sad convo.theres just to many "what ifs here".where it hit me that its gona be so diffrent without syaza next year,how its gonna be so dull and its not gona be fun as always.in other words im so gonna miss her and its not gonna be the same without her.

geo.yeap stil theres tons of "what ifs" you know weve been doing this since saturdaay.seriously i cant imagine that shes gona leave soon.sometimes im still indenial about the fact that shes moving.and hopping that shes just gonna stay.and still hpping till now.cus its seriosly gonna be diffrent.poa and econs will not be fun.i can stand not having her every histy class.but fr now i dnt think i can stand not being with syaza or rachelle.atleast i have to see them like almost everysingle day.

wow!i sound so gay.but yeah.cause i dont want to slip you guys out of my life.
yes.2008 is one of the best year.i dont think next year will be the same as syazas moving,i guess.and olevels,and kaka and fifah is going to uk.

i guess everyone leaves.
-i just waiste your time.
i love my bestest friends and khairi

it was fun!

today was so fun spending times hari raya-ing with syaza,khairi,senusi,danial and arif.well it was a bummer that rachelle couldnt come with us,seriously it would be more fun-er if she was there tooo.

for me,its the best hari raya.

so i went to syazas place around 9 plus in the morining,then we were suppose to meet up with th guys at easyway at 1030.you know how wer not punctual and all,so we came around 11.sorry to keep you guys waiting.eventho as much as we waste so much time,but yeah it was all worth it.

syaza made this suprise birthday cake thingy for th birthday boys wich was sweet.went to mums bakery,sifana where we dared senusi to go and sit on this motorcyle and it was kinda funney.and obvisly he did,cus his senusi.then we went to syazas place like 3 times i guess.and i played with senusis eye and its really fun.

then we went to my place.nothing intresting happen here just chit chat and eat.then we went to the mosque.then we went to teacher mawars house and we had fun.well i really feel awkward with some of the convo.but it was fun lah.

went to hafizzuden house,dint stay there batah.but yeah then we went to the mosque where me and arif was talking about alot of stuff.yes alot!its been awhile since we had this kinda of talk.then we went all the way to subuk(however you spell it) on the way to nabils house something funney happen.and we dint stay there for long as wer gona go to syazas place again.

in the car i practice to call my mom to ask wether i could go out lagi till late lah since wer gona go to the guys place lagi.omg!thats like so lame that i did that.but yeah i always do that anyway.which at first i tot she wouldnt let me since i went out from pagi.

on the way to syazas place,me and syaza was so scared to asked if we could go out,and it was a relief that we were allowed.

had fun at her place,we ate our dinner,chit chat and they played with the glass thngy wich is so annoying.wel i find it intresting tho but annoying.had alot of great stories like about her maid and all.and more.

then we went to arifs house wich is somewhere near lumapas.or not.wait,we had to stop at the shell and the toilet is not really clean.i dont know why i just type that.at arifs placethe guys played snooker and the game.oo and i played it too,well not really.i was being kinda amai with his stuff.suri!hahha.okay no.and we ate,surri rif as i dint finish eating up my food.

then we had to go off since we have to go to danials place.went there sekjp sja since its already late.ooo and danial is sooo excited to go to labuan.him and labuan.

then we had to go back and drop off the 2 brothers.we had this talk about intresting stuff.it was already 1040 when we drop them off.

me and syaza was so scared to go back home to face our parents.and it made me nt wana go back home.but everythng turns out okay.my mom even thinks that i was gona come back home like even late.and she gave me that look and ask me to go to my unlces house.i dint wana argue with her so i have to come along.well she did say something about its not nice going out till late.

its boring that it ends like so fast.we had so much fun in the car and ppls houses.
had so much intrestng stories.

what im tryng to say is going out with the people you love is always fun right?
it was a blast.seriously it was the best raya.and thanks guys fr everything.
ooo and we wer eating like non stop.i guess thats just something special about hari raya.

okay ill stop here since im so sleepy.ill just edit everything tomorow.
-i just waisted you time telling you all this

its all good

i have a boyfriend now.well dari dulu pulang sudah.well i know this sounds stupid but i dont care for now what we are.i dont care if wer friends or boyfriend&girlfriend cus thats not gona change the fact that i love you.so yeah.but its all good.oo and im sorry for everything,i guess

-i just waisted your time.

bored

im kinda bored.so i feel like blogging about my boring life.

so im not sure whats my status right now?okay that sounds wrong.
well im not sure what i am to you now,i think wer just friends for now.and i dont know when "for now" will end.well he text me bysaying "maybe we shoud just be friends till the final year exam" but then he called me his girlfriend like few minutes after that.so im really confuse.i guess were friends with benefits or maybe wer still together.since we still say all those "i love yous" but like i said im not sure.maybe he wants it this way you know being friends.
i feel like i gt dump.hahah.nadawah.well i dont know.
its kinda funey,cus i dint react like how i tot i would.well its all complicated i can say,and all i know im not even sure what we are now.

i have no life doing this.
-i just waisted your time

random post,yet again

someones getting older.happy advance birthday dul.1 day to go and your 18.
super 18.i know i said ill lanja you shisha,but im kinda busy ths days plus im broke sinceits 30 dollars now fr a shisha,when you gt you driving licens i promise to lanja you shisha and you should drive me around and we can go jerudong whenver you feel like it.but its kinda lama lagi since we both have exams coming up.

okay,today woke up late as usual,since i wnet to bed late and thrs no school.my dad woke me up more like he scolded me.first thing i did was text my boyfriend? then i had to go out with my mom.

we went for grocery shopping yet again,cus we tend to eat that much.HAHAH.*inside joke.anyway we bump into my moms friend whos is such a big show of,well shes very nice its just that she likes to show off her stuff.so we shop around together and pay all th stuff,well she was at th next counter.when i put all the stuff back into the trolley she said this to us "buying grocey sudah berapa?banayak bah belanja bali barang ani" then i gave her the weird look,more llike a bitchy look.and my mom said "memanglah,dari dulu jua sudah org belaja sampai banayak"

so i was similing to myself,saying to myself "i knw another persn whos like this,obviously we have to pa alot for food stuff "

okay,i just feel like typing it out.

so i went out with my driver to pick up my sister and dad.then took a short nap.had dinner.and back to the texting th boyfiend
-i just waisted your time

i love survey

[01] Do you ever wonder what your ex is up to?

. since i have a boyfrend,i guess not.

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[02] Have you ever been given roses?

. yeah,from a bestfriend

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[03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie?

. i got tons.maybe a walk to rember

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[04] Had a Long Distance Relationship?

. no.its not working for me i guess

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[05] Do you believe in this saying-What goes around comes around?

. yes i do.look what happen.

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[06] Do you want to get married?

. not now i dont

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[07] How many kids do you want to have?

. i dont know.im too young to think about that

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[08] Whats your favorite color(s)?

black and white.hahha.emo!i dont have any i guess

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[09] Who was the last person you held hands with?

. arieef,when he ...hahha.or maybe my lil cousins

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[10] Do you believe in love at first sight?

.i guess not

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[11] Would you kiss the last person

you kissed again?

. yeah,cus its my dad?

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[12] At what age did you start noticing the opposite gender?

. too young

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[13] Do you like anyone?

. yeah,alot

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[14] Do you know someone who likes you?

. you,cus if not, you wouldnt botherwasting your time to read this.

[15] Do you love anyone?

. YEAP!happily inlove.okay ewww

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[16] Do they know you like/love them?

. yeah.i told him like a thosand times

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[17] Why did you and your most recent ex break up?

. cus his a bitch.nadawah.were better off being friends

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[18]Did you two last speak to one another?

. huh?speak properly please

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19] Would you get back together with your ex?

. lets just say i happily inlove now.okay i cant belive i just said that.so no

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[20] What comes to your mind when you think of love?

. smile myself silly and ill be fine

[21] Is there anyone who knows you inside and out?

. i gues not.even i dont know

im bored yet again

Is it OK if you kiss people on the cheeks when you're single?

- yeah,i guess so even if your not

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?

- asleep

How's your heart lately?

- broken.hahaha.my heart is happy.

Last inbox message from?

- khairi

Who was at your house last?

-my moms friend

Do you like to cuddle?

- i dont know

Are you a heavy sleeper?

- yes i am

When was the last time something bothered you?

- last night.as my simcard was being a bitch

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?

- i hope so.

Do you like country music?

- some

Are looks important?

- maybeee

Are you mad at someone right now?

- i dont know

Do you believe in love?

- fr now i do

Who was the last person you talked to?

- khairi or my brother

Will you get married?

- i guess

Are you happy with yourself?

- yes.

Does anyone like you?

- lets hope so.

What were you doing 2 hours ago?

-texting

Do you wear the seat belt in the car?

- if im sitting in th front seat

Are you hanging out with anyone tonight?

- i dont know.i might

Ever kissed an ex after you broke up?

- i dont think so

Kissed someone with a gf/bf?

- not something to be proud of

How has this past week been for you?

- tirig,but so far so good

Do you get bored of your girlfriend/boyfriend easily?

- hahah.lets just skip that

Are you the type that would rather stay at other peoples houses or have them staying at your place?

- i dont care.

Did you date anyone this past spring?

- when is that exactly?

Do you know anyone whose name starts with a R?

- yeah my dad

Do you ever dance even if there's no music playing?

- haha,yes wichwas pretty embarsing

When is the last time you touched drum sticks?

- few months ago

Can you play any instruments?

- yes,kinda

Have you ever kissed someone in the rain?

- no

Is there something you wish you could tell someone but you can't?

- yeah,like alot

How many TRUE best friends do you have?

- im to tired to count

Where is the person you fancy right now?

- somewhere

Last place you've been beside your house?

- where else in brunei

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?

- music and chatting

When was the last time you felt like punching someone?

- wheneve i feel like it

Have you ever been around someone who was high/drunk?

- yes

Do you like your life as of now?

- yeah.its preety good

Where are you right now and how do you feel about where you are?

- at home.i feel safe and lonely.HAHA

What do you want?

- all the person i love.and my money back

Are you a jealous person?

- at times

Are you tired right now?

- yes.

Is your hair naturally curly?

- no

Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?

- no,ill be very sick if i do tht

Do you have any siblings?

- yes,i do

What are you scared of?

- alot of stuff

Do you curse a lot?

- yes i do,wich pretty suck

What are you excited for?

-final year exam,so i can skip school?

The person you wan to hug right now?
-alot.