Wednesday, December 31, 2008

have fun waisting your time reading this

since i have nothing much to do plus im kinda bored so might as well blog about the past 7 days.

on the 24th - i went to london, it was a long drive and we wer kinda lost at first. but it was fun listning to their convo. but it was kinda tiring. when i got to the house, i figure that fi was not there so called him and decided to watch them play football d hyde park.well i kinda miss him since its been 2 weeks or so since the last time we met. it was kinda boring at first as i have no friends since they all played football.so i played the bicycle. and i got carried away, i was having so much fun riding it. so when its time to go back home i was supose to go back home with my brother and fi. but my brother needs to go to brunei hall. so i went back with fifi. well he was being all mean and by saying all these crap about anivarsary thing. well it doest bother me that much tho. so when everyone was ready we went for dinner. and dinner was fun and nice i should say.

25th- it was christmas! so i woke up early, since eez and fi went back to brunei. so my parents went and drive them to the airport. sorry i dint came along. so we played football. well more like mengatam. but it was so much fun, then my parents bring us to show us around where they use to live and my dad show us where he use to go to this place staff college i guess. well it was fun. then we went to brunei hall to buy some food and pick my other brother. then went back home and chit chat till late night.

26th- boxing day. it wasnt that much fun this year but i got some presents. went to oxford street and went to selfridges, well the guys did most of the shoppings. it was not much of a fun day for me cus it was tooo crowded, and i dint get to buy stuff like the others did.it was a very tiring day.

27th - we went to westfield. it was much more funner then yesterday. i got some stuff for my friends and myself. it was much easier there since it was not that crowded, plus we wer free to go anywhere. so yeah. then we went to harrods that night. but as always it was so crowded. so went home and had dinner and watch some dvds.

28th - my parents went some where far. so we went out. i was kinda mad at my brother that day. well we went to brunei hall at first to drop off my sister. then i need to go to nike town to find some stuff. and my brothers girlfriend minta dgankan to go buy some shirts. so it was fun, i was still pissed at my brother. so we went and roam around regents street. then someone was beeing a bimbo that day, when we met chuck. then i had dinner with them. then i had to pick my sister up di brunei hall and then we went for dounuts while waiting for them. then i went back home.

29th - we went to harrods. we wer there for the whole day. it was kinda boring tho. nothing much happen. someone got stabed, lucky that i dint go there that day.

30th - my parents and sister went out without me. it wasnt that bad tho. i went to buy some stuff. and i manage to finish up eclipse that day. well when my brother got back home it was so freaky. we heard a gun shot that night. well i was that scared tho, but i got all curious about it. then when everyone was home i told them that me and my brother heard a gn shot. and they wer so freaked out. well they wer like "eh baik jua kau nda seorg saja di rumah ah". and then after dinner we went out and then go all the way back to loughbrough. my other brother doesnt wana come with us. he got his football i guess. i stayed up late watchng stuff on youtube.

today - i woke up late as i have a head ache. then drop off my mom to town. wen back home, took a shower, youtube, lime wire and watch some tv. im playing football later and theres a party. so it might be fun.

and for the whole week i was being all bitter. and i was really bringing alot of drama.

- i cant belive you waisted your time reading this.

happy new year. i dont care fi, you still have to pick me up, we have to meet up that day. i dont care if you have to skip school.

- i love you


Tuesday, December 23, 2008

i feel old and boring

so i went to town yesterday and watched twilight. it was kinda disappointing as it was tooo fast and all over the place. but i still love that movie. ive been watchng it 3 times now, well i got nothing to do. but i still love the boook much more. so we played poker and wii last night. but i went to bed early this time i dont feel that good fr ths past few days.

today i dint go anywhere, well i was kinda bored as my prarents went off early to somewhere. and my brother and sister went out with the friends. well im not quite sure. well i was being such a drama queen. bida aku ah.

anyway ill be staying in london tommorow till the 30th i guess, well until everyone is satisfied with their shopping. somehow im not as excited as always. im not even really excited for boxing day and all. im not sure why im always bitter everyday, well it happens like almost every afternoon. how funney. guess im just a boring person who loves to be a drama queen lately.

wait im excited for the 25th. we always go to hyde park to play foot ball or something and thats it.

wow, im going back to brunei soon, time flys so fast, and i kinda have that feeling where i dont wana go back home. this is so new. oooh and theres just alot of drama now. we've been talking about it everyday.

anyway, happy advance Christmas and happy 6 months

i need an update i feel old.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

i feel kinda bored waiting for them to come over. so i decided to blog

i just got back from milan yesterday morning. well it was fun i should say, but it was raining like every single day. and when i was there i cried almost everyday, wich was pretty much annoying. its not something to be proud of tho, well when i want that stuff so badly i have to buy it. i kinda feel like im a geek now, everywhere i go i must bring along a book. well blame stephine meyer for that. i dint really buy much there. if you guys are planning to go to milan you should go to lake como, its really pretty but theres not much of a place to shop in lake como. well i had a blast at duomo and lake como. but too bad it was raining , well summer should be a good time to go there. cus if it is winter itll be cold,windy and i bet its gonna rain.


well enough about that, so yesterday, we wer so tired but i came up with a plan to play wii, before going to town for twillight. but then we tot it was gonna rain so we plan to take a nap but then i was busy unpacking while the others played wii. we end up staying at home for the whole day. we had a games night yesterday. we played poker, and i lost at first but i was getting good at it. we played katam, big 2 and wii. im so addicted to resident evil. its and old game but its freakin fun. we had shisha last night, we played games and shishaed di garden, sajuk2. well not really atleast i stop shisha-ing when i felt dizzy,unlike some people, hahah. nadawah.and yesterdays chating was fun. it was good letting it all out right? my holidays are getting much more fun-er. well they all stayed at our place. hang out till late night. oooo, and dinner was great.

today i woke up feeling so dizzy that i vomited. and i felt so cold, i had a running nose and i really feel sick again. well i got it from my siblings i guess. well mines worse, so the 3 of us decided to stay at home, well today adek had to go back to london for his football, i dont understand guys. well we are use to it, he always ditch us for football. so the house was a mess since we havent been cleaning up, plus they always come over. so we clean up the house and its like super clean. well it wont be long tho as they are comming over toninght. kinda miss you guys. and khaleed went back to brunei tadi what a bummer. he always brings the fun, well the neighbour are comming back karang. thats a good thing. well we went to sainsbury's for grocery, so my dad picked us up. and i got a box of ice cream, like i said i bet i gain alot of weight here. as i tend to eat much.

well my parents said we are going to manchaster tommorow to visit my cousin. i have been reading this book its really sad. i need a new book now.

- seriously i just waisted your time.
yeah you guys made my day.


Thursday, December 11, 2008

my holiday so far

i went to dubai for 4 days before going to uk. it was okay, well me,my sister and dad dint do much. we only get the chance to go out at night,wel expt fr the last day and the first day we wer there. cus we kinda need to wait for my mom, well its more like a business trip as my mom would call it. thats why. well every lunch time the 3 of us excluding my mom would go out and walk to kfc or hardees to buy some food. and yes i bet i gain alot of weight after eating that and ice cream everyday. and i tend to eat much. so yeah. well the last 2 days we wer there i was allowed to buy mainan for myself, and i was so happy after that. but i will always rember the last day we wer there when tears were slipping out of my eyes. i will always rember that restaurant when my dad wer on the phone. when im the last one to know everythng. im sorry,how i wish i would be in brunei that day.ill rember 07.12.08

it all turns out okay after that. so far both loughbrough and london is fun. i cant stop playing games or watch some tv. its fun as i get to hang out with my brothers. well its fun to be around them again as i miss them alot.so yeah.i just got myself a boots and jacket yesterday and i feel happy. well im so sick now as i dont have enough rest i guesss.

well im going to nottingham or derby tomorow. if my dad is not tired to drive that is. well im definetly going to london on saturday to watch the bsu winter games.

ill update as soon as possible.if im rajin enough and if im tottaly bored like now

- i just waisted you time
its khairi that i love.

happy birthday abg&adek. and happy belated birthday mir and arieef .

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

fun day.

so i havent blog lately,well obviously. well im just tired and malas lately,as everytime i feel like blogging i always endup going online and chat till late night.no wait till early in the morning. i dont get to have enough sleep lately.but oh well it was fun staying up and chatting anyway.

well today i woke up late around 11 plus.so i was so panic as syaza said she's gonna come over at 11 but she came late as always.hahhaha.well when i gt out of the shower syaza was there already infonnt of my gate waiting.so we plan to meet up the boys around 1 plus,but wer not always punctual with the time so we end up meeting up nearly 2.

me and syaza was actually the fiirst one to come.so we waited for like batah so when khairi called, we came up the the stupid idea to go to centerpoint and roam around and obviously we did.so after sometime we feel kesian.so we went back to mall and then meet up khairi and senusi.so we roam around mall while waiting for danial.

when he came,we decided to go eat lunch and went to bridal cafe.since syaza wer not allowed to watch a movie so we decided to go bowling.its a last minute thing.so i called my driver like several time and ask him to pick us up.

after the guys werdone buying ice cream we went to the bowling place.and bowl.well it was so much fun.so we went back to mall and me and syaza waas craving for paddlepop so we had to walk to hua ho plus the zainals wanted to meet up the driver or something.then we had t go back home.

at home chit chat with syaza as always.okay i guess ill stop now as im too hungry to think plus im going out now.

well it sucks that rachelle couldnt come.oh well,my whole point is going out with the person you love is always fun right!

- i just waisted your time.
its khairi that i love so much

Sunday, November 23, 2008

my weekends

Friday- i went back home early in the morning from cheekos place as my driver was kinda busy that morning.i went back so early that i dint gt the chance to shower.okay ewww.why did i just tell you that.anyway i went straight to take my shower the moment i gt home. so i was kinda jobles that i sharpen all my colours and pencils.yeah how sad.had lunch then i picked up cheeko and went straight to my house.so i decided to clean up my room as its so messy,well its still messy tho. so i cooked for them dinner.so me and cheeko was busy youtubing and then i played some games wit my sister.after dinner i drop off cheeko.wow we actually wnt to her place 6 times in a day.so all the people was busy with the gala night thngy.reed invited us to his typical party.wich was dancing,bouncer and bbq.i dont wanna go ther actually since i know that my dad wont let me,but then i called my dad and he said okay so yeah.well it was so boring at first as i cant play the bouncerand i dont dance.plus it was raining heavily.so i stayed in the house and chit chat.then they invited me for a shisha so i actually shisha-ed while my sister was haing so much fun playing the bouncer.well the party wasnt so bad after alll.so i shished till i gt so dizzy wich was pretty stupid.yes so stupid.so i went home and sleep

saturday-so kaka arni woke me up.she text me wich was so random and annoying.so yeah she woke me up around 7.yeah that early so i took my shower.and youtubeing but i dint knw that she was waiting for us sudah.so i quickly chaange cus shes so scary when she gt so mad.so we wer wondering where shes gonna birng me and my sister for a "date" then we went back to her place and i was wondering my the 2 cats is comming with us.rupanya ia minta dgnkn bawa ke vet.wow how romantic for a date.so we waited for half an hour for our turn.so we wer so hungry that i wanted to eat at CAM. after that we went to rimba to drop off some stuff and sasat wah kami for almost an hour.then we went to the hospital wher i saw si fiz. then we went to to kiulap to get kema and myself and ice cream.so we went back home and i was so tired.so i chat with the boyfrend and watch tv.and thats pretty much it.ooo and had alil fight with my brother.we just gt out of the camp and he is so thin and dark now.well my parents wer supose to come back home today.but they dint.oh welll

sunday-so i was on the phone with khairi yet again.and i slept like so late.no wait so early in the morning.as i was busy watchng 90210.wich i only watch it half way for every episode.oh welll.so i skip my lunch and just took my shower as i was going to pick cheeko for our bowling outings.so yeah i took alot of pictures.when wer done playing bowling wich i won for the first time!haha.we went straight to soon lee to buy my ice cream but nada.so i went to plaza athirah but there was no ice creamm thr tooo.so we just went straight to easy way for our high tea.so yeah took alot of pictures here tooo.then i went to the shop next to easy way to buy my ice cream but nada.so i was still not happy as i want that ice cream so before droping off chekoo we went to atlanta and finnaly ada my ice cream.so i went back home and hang out with them kaka,che ezz and abg.then my brother ask me and my sister to get some food at mamih wich we did but it was embarasing.so went back home watch friends and it was so funney that i laugh so badly and my head hurts tooo.so i went for my sleep.wich i keeep on waking up every single hour.oh welll

seriously i just waisted your time telling you about my weekends
-i love khairi

my thursday.

i went to school today,and we went to this place the biro place.on our way to that place theres this song palying on the radio called welcome to my paradise by steve & the coconut treez i think.or was it by this other guy.and then syaza keeps on singing.no wait shee hkeeps on singing only the "welcome to my paradise" pasal atu saja ia tau. then ivan starts to ing along.and then we started to laugh for no reason.well it was pretty boring tho at that place as we dint do anything but just sit.so we went back to school and chit chat.so rachel went back home with me well she was tired and sleepy i guess cus she cant sleep at the hostel for some reason so she took a nap.then i played cs then khairi called and he was kinda hyper.then i went back to school to drop off rachel.

so my sister was being so annoying cus she dont have school anymore.so i was too tired and i went to sleep.when i woke up khairi called yet again.so yeah was fun tho.then i hav nothing to do so i read my book and for the fist time i was kinda scared of reading it.i know lame!

so i took my shower and decided to go out for dinner as they wer all lazy too cook.so yeah,we picked cheeko and ajam too.so they all wanted to eat ambuya,so i just go with the flow plus i was craving for it.so i keep on reading twilight sampai habis,and i actually love it so much.thats like the first book that i actually finished and i dint stop half way like they all tot i would.

we decided to just sleep oover at cheekos place.so i played some games yet again until i gt tired.so i just stay up chit chating and thats pretty much it.

well it was kinda fun tho.
-i just waisted a time of your life

when my parents went off

so my parents went to kl and its so boring now.so i decided to go to cheeko's house ass i was bored and i v nothing to do.i dint do much tho,well we watched this movie wich according to cheeko is so scary but it's so funney.i had fun laughing at her screaming and all. so we gt bored and i played some games.played winning eleven and this bowling game wich is so boring.so i played need speed for mostwanted wich is so fun.im liking this game for now eventho i suck at it.ooh and night club is fun tooo.

i wanted to buy some ice cream.so i ask cheeko to come long with me and jalan kaki to the shop.when we wer on our way ,there was this big scary dog.so we ran back home and it was so funney when cheeko almost fell bcus she was so scared.i love that kid.shes a joker.

so my sister pick me up after her tution.my sister was being an annoying geek.well that happens when she is having her exam soon.so i dint disturb her at all that day.

at home i watched friends and one tree hill.wich was fun cus its funney.

wel i had alil bit of fun that day.
i love khairi.

happy now cheeko?

Sunday, November 16, 2008

i just wana let it all out

so i woke up this morning and i feel like something is not right.i dont know why or what that made me feel this way.

i just want arieef around me to talk to me,i miss you.i just want to be around with rachelle and syaza and feel alright and fun.i just want to chat or text khairi like my usuals.i just want to love him like i usually do.i just wanna feel alright like the usuals.*sigh

my saturday!

i almost forgot.one of the good times that you have to rember.

so i went to school.it was fun other than rachelle is so stressed out because of that guy.
we basically,just chit chat like the usual.so we went to the canteen to chill,senusi was ther too and his sister and the cousin. well khairi was not ther.obviously he was busy with waie.that lilttle chubby boy.and arif dint came to school on that day.

around 9 plus we went to my place.continue on cchit chatting.well i gt nothing to do so i read peoples blog.yeah,i dont have a life i guess.but i dont care! ooo and i forgot to mention that i pretend to be some other person and text that stupid guy.lets not go in detail

still chit chatting,and out of no where i wanted to play badil so we went outside and i played badil.well not much tho.

rachelle wanted to go for a swim,well maybe next time chelle. then i wana eat indomee goreng so badly.and syaza wana eat that too.ad she cooked for us.i know impresive kan?like syaza cooking?HAHAH.

after wer done eating,we continue on chit chatting about what will happen and all.and it hit me that it sucks that time flys so fast.and theres just too much of "what if"

well lets just hope that we will still be close and wer nnot gona be awkward around each other.
lets hope that wer still gonna be super weird and crazy.

-i just waisted your time
i love you guys.
xoxo.

okay im so sleepy,so screw it

my sunday!

so i slept for 3 hours plus for today.(wow!thats alot)HAHAH. well i was on the phone this morning and i went to sleep around 6 i guess.

man u won,alright!the score was 5-0.so yeah i had so much fun with ajam this morning.we actually disturb cheeko when she was asleep.we put tons of powder on her hair and lotion on her face and everywhere.well we did that cus we wana wake her up but shes such a heavy sleeper.

then ajam fell asleep.so i was bored as i cant sleep.so i watch man u pla and friends to keep myself entertain.then khairi called.and he hang up for like 4 times.well actually blame his phone.nadawah.

i went straight to bed and sleep.

8 plus.cheeko and ajam was being so chlidish,they keep on going in and out of my room and they even slam the door.so i woke up and chit chat.cheeko went home earlier than ajam.
watched some cool free kicks with ajam but then he got bored so he went home tooo.

so my usuals,chit chat with my sister and we would wach csi supreme sunday together.wich is kinda boring as its balik2.but its csi's its a must see tv show.we went out at 3 with my parents.

went to gadong to buy all my brothers food and stuff.then we went to the camp.
chit chat with them al.nothing much happen.ooo i might be going to kl with my parents,if my aunt is not comming that is.well its just gonna be a short trip tho.as my mom need to do something with the house.

went back home.watch tv,twilight,chatting,mailling and music.pretty much boring,well thats just who i am.a boring person.okay im just so sleepy okay

-i just waisted your time.
i love khairi

Monday, November 10, 2008

im bored and im sick

so im extremly bored and sick.i have a headache since sunday night.well i tot it was just my normal headache.so i went to bed straight away hoping that i will feel alright the next day.so whe i woke u the next day.i feel so dizzy and it makes me not gonna go to school.but i have to since i have my last 2 papers.

so went to school,i seriously feel sick.but its weird whenever im around with rachelle and syaza i feel okay.anyway,my papers was kinda hard.so yeah.nothing much happen in school.just the usuals chit chat,ooo and i slept in class and it was a good one too but thanks to tht teacher who woke me up.

so went back home.i feel so tired and cold.and i dont feel like doing anything ut just to lay down.so my head hurts so badly so i tried to go to sleep but i cant.so i watch tv and text my boyfirend.yeap i was still lying down cus thts pretty much i can do.as i feel like so dizzy when i stand and walk.then finnaly i fell asleep.i text my brother that dont feel good and he called then i fell asleep again.

at night i went to the clinic as my teperature was kinda high.so got home lay down and watch tv for hours untill i fell asleep.oooo and im liking the movie mama mia.its like i have to watch in everyday.

so obvsly i dint go to school today.and i woke up so early at 6 cus i dnt feel good.and i still feel dizzy so i went to the toilet and next thing you know i vomited.okay eww i dont know why i just type that.but its good to vomit i gues.as i feel alil bit better after that.anyway i took my medcine and pain killer and i feel alot more better.

so im so hungry by now,but i dont feel like eating.the only thing i ate since yesterday was alil bit of rice and some soup wich is tasteless and some oatmeal wich is also tasteless.and i drank alot of tea and milo wich makes me feel good.

so my temperature is still high.and i feel so cold.im stuck at home feeling extremly bored!so i hope ill get better soon.
-i just waisted your time telling you about how i feel.
i love khairi

Saturday, November 8, 2008

yesterday

so yesterday.i kinda hate my poa paper cus my balance sheet nda balance!and dint hang out with rachelle yesterday.

first thing i notce when i gt home was my other car was not in the garage so i asked my dad where did it go and my brother used it.and i was smiling to myself and called my brother.he gt off frm the camp for a day but then he went out with the other me(her fiance).so dint talk with him much.

then my mom ask me to come along for lunch and tutong.so i went to gadong for my lunch/high tea with my aunt.so yeah,we wer stuck at that place for 2 hours plus.its always been like that.after that we went to tutong to get the durian,then went to the market to buy some stuff and it was so hot.yes i sweat like a pig.i dont really know if a pig sweats.but yeah.

night i went to the charity dinner thngy.i dont wana go actually but my mom gt th ticket sudah.so i gave the ticket to my cousin,and she ask me to come along.so im back to square one.i pick my cousins.

when we gt to empire.i was like "eh agtah kamu turun,baju ku bida." and obvisly i would go fr the dinner thngy.so yeah there was alot of amazing performance i should say.

but i was tired and sleepy at that time.wich leads to, me being incredibly lame.
i came up with alot of jokes.and i decided to ask ajam about all the jokes
me:"jam kenapa nada dinousar(i dnt knw how to spell it) nada lagi?"
ajam:"pasal ultramen bunuh,balik2 jua eh soalan ah"
me:"bah,i bet you dont know this.if superman,batman and spiderman kan ke miri on school holiday,siapa yang lambat sampai?"
ajam:"siapa saja kausnul mau"
me:"salah,batman pasal ia pakai kerita and then ada trafic jam.yatah ia akhir sampai"
ajam:"lame banar!"
and banyak lagi lah.i dont want you guys to think that im super lame.okay im crappy.ooo theres this funney joke about 2 guys.but i dont wana type it down.

so we chit chat about funney stuff.and this kid is growing up.he fell inlove awwwwww.brtau bungsu biarkan kau.hahha.nadawah ill keep it to myself.

so after sometime you know puteri the bruneian singer.shes kinda good but im just indenial

so i asked ajam when puteri sang if i aint got you by alicia keys
i said "jam ia ani kan sama sudah macam alicia keys"
ajam"*giving the weird look*tapi?"
me:"ia pakai tudung.awu wah im lame.im just so sleepy."

and i won a ticket to vietnam for the lucy draw.it was my ticket but then i ask cheeko to get it at the stage.so i figure since its her birthday and i gave the ticket to her.

and suprisingly i knew that i was gona win the ticket and said "cheko get ready.kami tu punya" and it came true.well it was pretty weird that night as what i predict came out.

went home and i feel something wich is missing,as they all left me alone.so i watched something that could cheer me up.so yeah

alright finaly.thrs no more final exam.well expt for the 2 paper 1s.
-i just waisted your time reading this

yes bang,i gave the ticket.get over it,it was free anyway.

Monday, November 3, 2008

yesterday

it was a sunny sunday!my dad woke me up at 7 plus,wich is so early as we wer going to my cousins wedding.i was very tired and sleepy cus i went to bed late.

gt my hair done and my sister.and for the first time i did it by myself.thanks to me ka!your hair is so lawa on you.so we meet up at 10 plus.wich is pretty late.and i did my cousins make up done too.

so yeah it was a busy and tiring day i should say.but i had fun!

great stories,funney and silly little things happpen.oh and i frgot the most embarassing thing happen.i was walking with my cousin to get something from her car.and she park the car so far away from the house.so my cousin was walking on the grass and gt her heels stuck and for some reason she grabs my hand and we both fell.and i had to change my baju kurong as it was all dirty.and obvilsy people would be staring and ask alot of question kan.well its a you shouldve been there situation.

went to kayu after the wedding.gt back home i was really tired that i wanted to go to sleep.so i called my brother then i figure i should not waste my time sleeping.so i went to my room and start stuying.dint do much tho.

at night.still studying,dinner,study and i was alone at home as they all went to the wedding thingy.then i watch tv.then went to sleep.

bah.ill do the whole stuff lagi sudah aku habis exam ku.i really should be studying now.

Saturday, November 1, 2008

told you i dont have a life

i decided to repair my own simcard since i got nothing to do other then history.i got it right at first,but then i change it to my other phone and i cant switch the phone with the simcard.so im back to square one.boring,i cant study.nothing goes in.oh well!

you guys might think that i seriously dont have a life but actually i do.its just that im so bored waiting in vain for my brother to call.so might as well blog.

ooo the thing i love about today was durian for dinner!the food that i crave for dri masa atu.finally.

mom and dad is still out,i cant find my sister.so yeah!pretty much boring.

same old boring life.if i have my phone i would be calling someone.and i could even call my sister to go to my room,so i dont have to walk to her room.

my god!i dont have a life.and yeay!my skype is working now,
im feeling like december.emm..bah

-happy birthday bang! i now how you wish you would be back here in brunei and eat durian and would go durian hunting with abg den and all.
i bet your giving me that weird look.anyway happy birthday,i love you and miss you alot.

im bored

so,my simcard is acting up on me again.i cant switch any phone with that simcard.i asked my mom to do something about it as always.but for the first time she said "im late,kau nda jua mau ikut arah aunty g".usually she never cares if shes late or not.so yeah i have to wait till tomorrow or later to get my simcard done.well if its not working no more,i gues i have to bring it to dst after my exams then.

well it bothers me at first but i guess ill be fine without it.plus in that way i can study.no phone,no tv.seriously im liking this for now.

i just notce that i dont have a life when i dont have my phone and i tend to blog or reads peoples blog.seriously i dont have a life!i guess ill be like this till i gt my line back or not.

ill be a geek for now,i wana study my history now.well if i can.

i kinda like today,not the english papers part.but yeah.i had fun tonight,lil kids,gossip with my cousins,and badil!

serously i dont know whats going on with me.im getting crapy-er and lame-er my the sec.
emmm...bah.

-i just waisted your time telling you about my simcard.

i just feel like blogging

so i have been so busy lately with my exams,my cousins and my upcoming December.

i notice that i don't even really have the time to do my usuals.like texting my boyfriend,walk to my cousins or even chit chat with my sister everyday at 5,and i dint even call my brother.*sigh

i dont know whats wrong with me,but everytime i gt back from school i always feel so tired and sleepy.and obviously i would go straight to bed.

so it hit me and i realize how i miss the old days.the old you. and out of all things i realize something about you!yeah you,you always wants it your way.you cant even think about how i feel.i guess they are all the same.

no tv.no phone.not even online.im really in the mood for studying and blogging.
i love khairi
-i just waisted your time reading all this,yeah including this line.omg!im so crappy

Monday, October 20, 2008

school was great

my sister woke me up,as my alarm is getting stupid-er every single day.so took my shower and gt ready fr school.

7.05 went to md,and my sister was so annoying and was being allil bit bitchy in the car,well i dnt blame her.shes just so scared of the exam i guess.well i said "dont take it on me.good luck" and i tot she was gonna say thank you but noo.she gave me the bitchy look instead.

arrived at school around 720.late,as usual.had geo chit chat with rachlle.then next thing you know its time for poa,but we had maths instead.it was fine,chit chat and i manage to understand and do my work.i was kinda sleepy at that time,and i was yawning like a thousand times.okay im just exgerating.after 2 periods of maths it was english,and was kinda boring.

the first thing me and rachelle did was being us,you know!just to brighten up the day.then it was break time.the usuals happen,gossiping and all.we planned to skip econs but we went to econs anyway.

the last 4 periods was fun.so syaza,ivan and me had our fun and sad convo.theres just to many "what ifs here".where it hit me that its gona be so diffrent without syaza next year,how its gonna be so dull and its not gona be fun as always.in other words im so gonna miss her and its not gonna be the same without her.

geo.yeap stil theres tons of "what ifs" you know weve been doing this since saturdaay.seriously i cant imagine that shes gona leave soon.sometimes im still indenial about the fact that shes moving.and hopping that shes just gonna stay.and still hpping till now.cus its seriosly gonna be diffrent.poa and econs will not be fun.i can stand not having her every histy class.but fr now i dnt think i can stand not being with syaza or rachelle.atleast i have to see them like almost everysingle day.

wow!i sound so gay.but yeah.cause i dont want to slip you guys out of my life.
yes.2008 is one of the best year.i dont think next year will be the same as syazas moving,i guess.and olevels,and kaka and fifah is going to uk.

i guess everyone leaves.
-i just waiste your time.
i love my bestest friends and khairi

Saturday, October 18, 2008

it was fun!

today was so fun spending times hari raya-ing with syaza,khairi,senusi,danial and arif.well it was a bummer that rachelle couldnt come with us,seriously it would be more fun-er if she was there tooo.

for me,its the best hari raya.

so i went to syazas place around 9 plus in the morining,then we were suppose to meet up with th guys at easyway at 1030.you know how wer not punctual and all,so we came around 11.sorry to keep you guys waiting.eventho as much as we waste so much time,but yeah it was all worth it.

syaza made this suprise birthday cake thingy for th birthday boys wich was sweet.went to mums bakery,sifana where we dared senusi to go and sit on this motorcyle and it was kinda funney.and obvisly he did,cus his senusi.then we went to syazas place like 3 times i guess.and i played with senusis eye and its really fun.

then we went to my place.nothing intresting happen here just chit chat and eat.then we went to the mosque.then we went to teacher mawars house and we had fun.well i really feel awkward with some of the convo.but it was fun lah.

went to hafizzuden house,dint stay there batah.but yeah then we went to the mosque where me and arif was talking about alot of stuff.yes alot!its been awhile since we had this kinda of talk.then we went all the way to subuk(however you spell it) on the way to nabils house something funney happen.and we dint stay there for long as wer gona go to syazas place again.

in the car i practice to call my mom to ask wether i could go out lagi till late lah since wer gona go to the guys place lagi.omg!thats like so lame that i did that.but yeah i always do that anyway.which at first i tot she wouldnt let me since i went out from pagi.

on the way to syazas place,me and syaza was so scared to asked if we could go out,and it was a relief that we were allowed.

had fun at her place,we ate our dinner,chit chat and they played with the glass thngy wich is so annoying.wel i find it intresting tho but annoying.had alot of great stories like about her maid and all.and more.

then we went to arifs house wich is somewhere near lumapas.or not.wait,we had to stop at the shell and the toilet is not really clean.i dont know why i just type that.at arifs placethe guys played snooker and the game.oo and i played it too,well not really.i was being kinda amai with his stuff.suri!hahha.okay no.and we ate,surri rif as i dint finish eating up my food.

then we had to go off since we have to go to danials place.went there sekjp sja since its already late.ooo and danial is sooo excited to go to labuan.him and labuan.

then we had to go back and drop off the 2 brothers.we had this talk about intresting stuff.it was already 1040 when we drop them off.

me and syaza was so scared to go back home to face our parents.and it made me nt wana go back home.but everythng turns out okay.my mom even thinks that i was gona come back home like even late.and she gave me that look and ask me to go to my unlces house.i dint wana argue with her so i have to come along.well she did say something about its not nice going out till late.

its boring that it ends like so fast.we had so much fun in the car and ppls houses.
had so much intrestng stories.

what im tryng to say is going out with the people you love is always fun right?
it was a blast.seriously it was the best raya.and thanks guys fr everything.
ooo and we wer eating like non stop.i guess thats just something special about hari raya.

okay ill stop here since im so sleepy.ill just edit everything tomorow.
-i just waisted you time telling you all this

Sunday, October 12, 2008

its all good

i have a boyfriend now.well dari dulu pulang sudah.well i know this sounds stupid but i dont care for now what we are.i dont care if wer friends or boyfriend&girlfriend cus thats not gona change the fact that i love you.so yeah.but its all good.oo and im sorry for everything,i guess

-i just waisted your time.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

bored

im kinda bored.so i feel like blogging about my boring life.

so im not sure whats my status right now?okay that sounds wrong.
well im not sure what i am to you now,i think wer just friends for now.and i dont know when "for now" will end.well he text me bysaying "maybe we shoud just be friends till the final year exam" but then he called me his girlfriend like few minutes after that.so im really confuse.i guess were friends with benefits or maybe wer still together.since we still say all those "i love yous" but like i said im not sure.maybe he wants it this way you know being friends.
i feel like i gt dump.hahah.nadawah.well i dont know.
its kinda funey,cus i dint react like how i tot i would.well its all complicated i can say,and all i know im not even sure what we are now.

i have no life doing this.
-i just waisted your time

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

random post,yet again

someones getting older.happy advance birthday dul.1 day to go and your 18.
super 18.i know i said ill lanja you shisha,but im kinda busy ths days plus im broke sinceits 30 dollars now fr a shisha,when you gt you driving licens i promise to lanja you shisha and you should drive me around and we can go jerudong whenver you feel like it.but its kinda lama lagi since we both have exams coming up.

okay,today woke up late as usual,since i wnet to bed late and thrs no school.my dad woke me up more like he scolded me.first thing i did was text my boyfriend? then i had to go out with my mom.

we went for grocery shopping yet again,cus we tend to eat that much.HAHAH.*inside joke.anyway we bump into my moms friend whos is such a big show of,well shes very nice its just that she likes to show off her stuff.so we shop around together and pay all th stuff,well she was at th next counter.when i put all the stuff back into the trolley she said this to us "buying grocey sudah berapa?banayak bah belanja bali barang ani" then i gave her the weird look,more llike a bitchy look.and my mom said "memanglah,dari dulu jua sudah org belaja sampai banayak"

so i was similing to myself,saying to myself "i knw another persn whos like this,obviously we have to pa alot for food stuff "

okay,i just feel like typing it out.

so i went out with my driver to pick up my sister and dad.then took a short nap.had dinner.and back to the texting th boyfiend
-i just waisted your time

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

i love survey

[01] Do you ever wonder what your ex is up to?
. since i have a boyfrend,i guess not.
.
[02] Have you ever been given roses?
. yeah,from a bestfriend
.
[03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
. i got tons.maybe a walk to rember
.
[04] Had a Long Distance Relationship?
. no.its not working for me i guess
.
[05] Do you believe in this saying-What goes around comes around?
. yes i do.look what happen.
.
[06] Do you want to get married?
. not now i dont
.
[07] How many kids do you want to have?
. i dont know.im too young to think about that
.
[08] Whats your favorite color(s)?
black and white.hahha.emo!i dont have any i guess
.
[09] Who was the last person you held hands with?
. arieef,when he ...hahha.or maybe my lil cousins
.
[10] Do you believe in love at first sight?
.i guess not
.
[11] Would you kiss the last person
you kissed again?
. yeah,cus its my dad?
.
[12] At what age did you start noticing the opposite gender?
. too young
.
[13] Do you like anyone?
. yeah,alot
.
[14] Do you know someone who likes you?
. you,cus if not, you wouldnt botherwasting your time to read this.

[15] Do you love anyone?
. YEAP!happily inlove.okay ewww
.
[16] Do they know you like/love them?
. yeah.i told him like a thosand times
.
[17] Why did you and your most recent ex break up?
. cus his a bitch.nadawah.were better off being friends
.
[18]Did you two last speak to one another?
. huh?speak properly please
.
19] Would you get back together with your ex?
. lets just say i happily inlove now.okay i cant belive i just said that.so no
.
[20] What comes to your mind when you think of love?
. smile myself silly and ill be fine

[21] Is there anyone who knows you inside and out?
. i gues not.even i dont know

im bored yet again

Is it OK if you kiss people on the cheeks when you're single?
- yeah,i guess so even if your not

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
- asleep

How's your heart lately?
- broken.hahaha.my heart is happy.

Last inbox message from?
- khairi

Who was at your house last?
-my moms friend

Do you like to cuddle?
- i dont know

Are you a heavy sleeper?
- yes i am

When was the last time something bothered you?
- last night.as my simcard was being a bitch

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
- i hope so.

Do you like country music?
- some

Are looks important?
- maybeee

Are you mad at someone right now?
- i dont know

Do you believe in love?
- fr now i do

Who was the last person you talked to?
- khairi or my brother

Will you get married?
- i guess

Are you happy with yourself?
- yes.

Does anyone like you?
- lets hope so.

What were you doing 2 hours ago?
-texting

Do you wear the seat belt in the car?
- if im sitting in th front seat

Are you hanging out with anyone tonight?
- i dont know.i might

Ever kissed an ex after you broke up?
- i dont think so

Kissed someone with a gf/bf?
- not something to be proud of

How has this past week been for you?
- tirig,but so far so good

Do you get bored of your girlfriend/boyfriend easily?
- hahah.lets just skip that

Are you the type that would rather stay at other peoples houses or have them staying at your place?
- i dont care.

Did you date anyone this past spring?
- when is that exactly?

Do you know anyone whose name starts with a R?
- yeah my dad

Do you ever dance even if there's no music playing?
- haha,yes wichwas pretty embarsing

When is the last time you touched drum sticks?
- few months ago

Can you play any instruments?
- yes,kinda

Have you ever kissed someone in the rain?
- no

Is there something you wish you could tell someone but you can't?
- yeah,like alot

How many TRUE best friends do you have?
- im to tired to count

Where is the person you fancy right now?
- somewhere

Last place you've been beside your house?
- where else in brunei

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
- music and chatting

When was the last time you felt like punching someone?
- wheneve i feel like it

Have you ever been around someone who was high/drunk?
- yes

Do you like your life as of now?
- yeah.its preety good

Where are you right now and how do you feel about where you are?
- at home.i feel safe and lonely.HAHA

What do you want?
- all the person i love.and my money back

Are you a jealous person?
- at times

Are you tired right now?
- yes.

Is your hair naturally curly?
- no

Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
- no,ill be very sick if i do tht

Do you have any siblings?
- yes,i do

What are you scared of?
- alot of stuff

Do you curse a lot?
- yes i do,wich pretty suck

What are you excited for?

-final year exam,so i can skip school?

The person you wan to hug right now?
-alot.